third day of juice fasting.
so, i did a saltwater flush. THEN i just had to go a wreck it by binging on frozen yoghurt. it can't have been more than 150cal, but i feel fucking disgusting. i am disgusting. i am fat.
i was halfway through before i noticed that ana was screaming at me, begging me not to eat. i told her to shut up, and kept right on. the second i finished, i felt guilty. it's not even worth eating, for how horrible i feel after. and yet, i did it.
fat
fat
fat
fat
fat
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